Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Time to face reality

Joe and I have talked about this a few times, but I haven't brought it up on the BBB site until today. It's an uncomfortable subject. Nobody likes to admit wrong doing or weakness. Nobody likes to point the finger. We all want to be able to look one another in the eye, but that is happening less and less.
I think we all have been trying to act like eveything was ok, but it's hard for me to do. I feel like I have been pretending. Lately I have been riding at the ghetto courts by myself and I have felt like somethings wrong. It's hard to think this about myself, but here I go. It's time to get this out in the open, where we can discuss it like adults. I think the wherehouse is making us soft.
Now, I know that your first instinct is to deny, but when was the last time you rode somewhere that was a little bumpy or slightly slanted and didn't stop and think about how bad it is compared to the wherehouse? Yes, friends...we are growing spoiled, weak and pampered. It is getting to the point where riding at the ghetto courts, which not too long ago seemed to be the best spot I had had in ten years, is stressful. I rarely pull anything and am plagued by the desire to drive to Hilsborro.
Whew! I'm glad to finally get this out in the open. My hope is that we can address this in the near future.
~J

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